Monday, August 16, 2010

What Do U Feel Like After Materbating

story of my life 4

We are in the plane, go home, seizures start again, let mama, azael, grandpa "pa" and I, Mom does not say anything to not get nervous grandfather, but I have been a 10 and do not carry even one hour flight, I was 21 in two hours-long trip, mami know that since we go down the aircraft will go to drop your bags and then the doctor, up in my family there are more people Malita
and can not be together.




arrived to Las Palmas and go to the emergency room of Hospital Perpetuo Socorro, (and do not go to another clinic, my parents have changed private insurance because they believe in this hospital emergency works best, and only work with the new company, not wrong, both doctors and nurses are very friendly and treat us great, now we are in AS ... ., our new insurance company, it is assumed that they are to us as the SS the rest of the people.

The doctor sees me and says he has to move to the Mother and Child, Mom and smelled it, so I was not surprised, you take a look at the hand of Azael and I sent to another hospital, run over with luck that mom points out that the medical emergency department is also working Maternal, has been there before has been to go with me, I said and will say yes and speak directly with colleagues from Mother to know that I'll stop there and that happens to me, the doctor confirmed that the physician himself Cáceres, I have no strength in the neck , or the rest of the body, says I'm hypotonic and also I am disconnected with the environment, not fixed and I looked with her movement. We know how it works

casualty Mother, I'll be all night in the emergency room and in the morning will come to see me or neuro-pediatrician problen then I go up to floor (so she thought) in emergency only let me be a person within so mom tells everyone to go to rest and take care of Azael , Is left alone and they all go, but not very satisfied, but mom has lots of character and said that there are not going to do anything, all ignore him. We entered

mami consultation and explains my problem, the doctor tells him what she thought, to spend the night under observation and tomorrow would be, they tell you to wait in the living room I'm going to click and get a way Depakine, mom comes out and after half an hour you start to get nervous, you know it costs them much prick I have a very bad veins, so I played and questions, the doctor tells you to have known better and I will rise into plant directly it is foolish to have me under observation when he knows I'm going to be hospitalized because my underlying disease is very complicated, so mom sign the papers and say that very soon the call to accompany me to the ward and there we'll explain to cradle and how the subject, let him of all income. Back to the waiting room is already very tired mom, are 23:55 and has awakened from 6 in the morning so the journey begins to fall asleep alone in the waiting room and ask me again , lest you have not noticed and I have gone to ground without a word, we have been misled. Do not even let me go and tell him to wait outside and they will notify, within 10 minutes call the doctor and another man, go to the guard she thinks, and climb, "family of Juan Aimar Dos Santos" is heard over the PA, if it's me, Mom says, (it is day 9, by far the worst day in the life of my mother), "and her husband, asks the boy , "not" Mom says and begins to worry that sickness back again and the knot in the stomach, "and a relative, a friend?, insists the boy, mom says very seriously," I am alone, which is what happens "you know that something serious has passed and your body starts to tremble, that guy is not the janitor, is the chief medical emergency that night, go to this room, sir, we have to talk to you, Mom comes in and from you feel you can not help it, tears starting to like the face, what passes, as is my baby?, lady we had to enter your child in the ICU, we put the Depakine by vein, but still continued with many seizures, we have risen to sedentary because it's too bad, Mom asked if UMI is like the ICU and the doctor tells you a little difference to tranquilize it, explains that the ICU is controlled hospital unit, the intensive care unit, where nurses must not only monitor and in the ICU, nor caring and in the ICU, there will always be a doctor to monitor everything you have children, you are asked to tranquilize and call someone to accompany her, but mommy did not want to upset or scare anyone at home well passing a bad drink alone, all it does is send a message to his work, because today is embodied by motherhood, and will be not going to get, your baby, or I am very serious and and it says a colleague to contact your company. Upload

to me, I'm sedated, with many cables, roads and equipment, I have taken a central line, which has been very difficult because my normal veins are not good, I have made many medications, but I'm with crisis, Dr. decides to go that night sedation, and a little more and a little more, well until 3 am, at last reach a point where I have no crisis, just wait mom, it's 4 and has to go home, you have to clean up and tell all the family, is a difficult shot to leave but there is no other.

Mommy and Daddy wake up call to the mobile, tells what happened, Dad is still ongoing in Caceres, and it is very bad, asks permission to come on Friday. The entire family as well but decided not to tell the titas, none is to be scared much, just tell them that I entered, but on the ground. 8 in the morning and you're mom again here, comes with Grandma "Yeya, at 10 the doctor will talk with her and explain that I look. This time the specialist will not take five days, that same morning be there. It is now 10, called to talk to her mom, and is the most horrible of the world, the doctor is very hard and his words leave a mark on mom that he was not ever clear, for it is very hard to remember this time, but you have to tell it is not morbid, it's just the reality of what happened and the pain of a mother who loves her children and see how you can lose one of them.

For now I'll stop for a while, then continue to count, we need a break, continue ............

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